I've gone through many "off" periods in my life. Looking back, I have realized a pattern. There was always somebody there at the right time helping me deal with the situation, whether they were solicited by me or not. It has never failed. The times when the help came solicited, it was welcomed with open arms, ears, eyes and heart. However, when it crept up on me unexpectedly, these poor people suffered the brunt of my highly-defensive ego. Nevertheless, they have stuck with me. They have loved me, cherished me, supported me and fought for my right to be true to myself (even when I didn't know how to do it or what that meant). It is time they are no longer unsung heroes of mine. I plan to praise them highly here.
I have a feeling that this will be part 1 of several blogs paying homage to these angels on Earth. Lately, I have been going through many self-discovery, self-reflection and self-adjustment moments. I also understand that these cycles will continually repeat themselves in my life. Before, I thought that asking for guidance and help from someone during these cycles would diminish the perception people had of me: strong and resilient. I have recently learned that I vainly attached to those labels and NO ONE ever asked me to be those things. I demanded them from myself. EVERYONE, however, has always accepted me for ME. And, because of this unconditional act of love I have witnessed over and over in my life, I have learned to accept myself as well - strong, weak, happy, sad, extroverted, introverted, care-free, pre-occupied, beautiful, ugly.. the list is endless. "No matter what I have done or do, I am worthy of love." - Dr. Demartini (I love that quote).
Once I started understanding the "nothing is wasted" theory and seeing it being played out in my own life, I found the place inside me where only gratitude and love reside. There is no accident or coincidence. Life happens the way it is supposed to, no matter which road you choose. The quantum leaps we make in life will occur regardless. The only thing that will take an impact by our daily choices is how fast the leaps happen. We are all moving towards our truth. Individually and collectively. I am deeply humbled by the infinite manifestation of love and support in my life. These manifestations come in many forms, and as I mentioned earlier, I'd like to take some time today to acknowledge the people in my life for now.
This is my "thank you" letter to these several people. Without you, I would not be the person I am. Although, I withdraw quite often from the world to spend time with myself. All of you are always present in my mind, and most importantly in my heart. I will refrain from posting names on this first blog, as there are many people I wish to recognize. I know that most of the ones I am referring to in this homage will know it in their hearts that this is for them.
In upcoming writings, I will address either one at a time or several at a time. I hope to give their contribution to my betterment all the justice it deserves. And, I know that the attention span of an average blog reader is not that long, I would like for the readers to get really acquainted with these people. Hence, for several forth-coming parts.
Much love, blessings and grace to all you readers!
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