"That it isn't for me to "accept" someone for who they are. Because that's a judgement that I know better n have deemed them "worthy" of my acceptance, that I've judged them by my worldview imposing who I am on and over who they are. that's just bollocks. I'm not here to "accept" people, I'm here to love them just the way they are, not change, "save", educate or improve. they know how to live their life n I know mine." -Hildi Rowland
I have heard Dr. John Demartini say this many times (in his own words, of course), but it never sunk in the way it did when I read it off of Hildi's wall. The impact of integrating this into my life has been monumental. This post was my breakthrough. Why didn't I get it earlier? I asked myself. Perhaps, I was not ready before. Such simple truth now that I feel it in me. I was stuck on being grateful for so long and forgot the next step.. Love it all. There is a reason why Dr. Demartini teaches his method and guides us to the Thank You, I Love You state.. I was stopping at the Thank You, I Accept You, state.
This puzzle piece dissolved a lot of uncertainty and opened up my heart in a way that humbled me with the understanding that when you genuinely feel gratitude and love towards anyone or anything, you see yourself in everything around you. A realization that everything and everyone around you are here to remind you just that... The interconnection we all have with one another, and the beautiful gift that that is.
Hildi lives thousands of miles away from me, but because of the above post, I feel her presence in my everyday life as if we were roommates. With this profound new level of awareness and perception, I understand why I don't "miss" some people who I love dearly, even though some live very far or have passed on. The love keeps them alive in me, and the universe brings "them" to me in other forms.
What once felt like an unbreakable wall inside my heart has vanished and the possibilities that pop up are nothing short of extraordinary. With new knowledge, comes new accountability, and since this enormous breakthrough I have not stopped "collapsing" more walls that keep me from loving all as is... The more I feel myself in others and others in me, I lose track of boundaries, limits and parameters. It's an universal sense that the two cents I love to share with the world matter. And, so on with every being... We are all in this together, and the illusion of separateness and differences does not affect the whole in itself. It just creates misguided or lopsided perceptions upon the participants of this huge ball of love. (that's how i visually see it – a mass of energy leaping towards infinity together, some particles trading roles with others, in order to carry on the evolution of our true nature).
What a journey! Wow! Thank you, Hildi! I feel you and yes, we are having a special connection.. I'm loving it!
What once felt like an unbreakable wall inside my heart has vanished and the possibilities that pop up are nothing short of extraordinary. With new knowledge, comes new accountability, and since this enormous breakthrough I have not stopped "collapsing" more walls that keep me from loving all as is... The more I feel myself in others and others in me, I lose track of boundaries, limits and parameters. It's an universal sense that the two cents I love to share with the world matter. And, so on with every being... We are all in this together, and the illusion of separateness and differences does not affect the whole in itself. It just creates misguided or lopsided perceptions upon the participants of this huge ball of love. (that's how i visually see it – a mass of energy leaping towards infinity together, some particles trading roles with others, in order to carry on the evolution of our true nature).
What a journey! Wow! Thank you, Hildi! I feel you and yes, we are having a special connection.. I'm loving it!
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