In the recent past, I was presented with a very powerful event. Immediately, I allowed my fight/flight/freeze syndrome to take over and acted on impulse. It challenged every single major value of my life, this event – even more than my automobile accident in 2006. In the following weeks, I began to work on myself and take personal inventory to gain a broader and perspective of why I had attracted such event.
Since then, as quickly as I find an answer to one or two questions I set out myself to pursue, I'm bombarded with an ever greater amount of questions, and with the assistance of incredibly wise people which I'm very privileged to be acquainted with, I've been able to put myself through a "mini boot-camp" and dissolve major fears and guilts in regards to my present, past and future.
In the middle of this pushing and pulling, a-has and huh(s)?, subtle shifts have occurred. From gaining confidence in my ability to respond to my 2 year old's typical 2 year old behavior to my relationship with money, health, personal friends and family, increase of mental abilities, spirituality and vocational opportunities... I'm once again inspired to live my life in function of what drives me and fuels me to get up each morning.
The 1st kick in the butt (the challenging event) to my resolution to debunk preconceived notions and attain a higher level of awareness within my own life was in fact a much needed kick in the butt. The 2nd was to hear from my dear friend and soul-sister who lives across the pond in London to take responsibility and accountability of everything that has been going on with me – get out of the victim mentality. So, I have been in this boot camp of mind/body/soul for 2 weeks already. The shift is not so subtle anymore. It's palpable.
As evidence that it is palpable, a colleague who lives in Australia reached out to me last week. He sent me a message that left me speechless and covered with goose bumps. He told me about a session he had with a client in which he experienced love in its whole. He was completely moved by the experience and at that moment he thought of me and heard the words, "...Expect a shift."
As I acquaint myself more about quantum mechanics, universal laws and the application of both, the more I understand the theory of quantum entanglement. One may simply assume that the message I received by my colleague was a simple coincidence, except that the client he worked with broke through lop sided perceptions of fears and guilts similar to the ones I am breaking through myself (and my colleague had no idea I had been going through the self-imposed mind/body/soul boot camp).
What started as a boot camp to "improve" one area of my life, has expanded into the other areas and has allowed me to be more present, connected, certain and ever more grateful for my life's purpose.
Although I am taking a break from the social media world, and focusing on my highest values, I felt inspired to share this story because:
- It is never too late to take a self inventory and really find out what's blocking you to get what you want in life
- Nothing is for free.. without work (on yourself) there will be no shift
- You attract that which you think about the most (fear, guilt, desires, dreams)
- Planning your life is an incredible opportunity to discover and create infinite realities which concretize according to your relationship with yourself
Lastly, I shared because although I intend to inspire some of the readers, I wanted to put it in writing for my own benefit of re-reading it and reminding myself why the necessity of my hard work.
Lots of love and wisdom to all of you..
As Henley puts it, you are "...the master of [your] fate, captain of [your] soul."
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